After I picked up the game I got to go to practice. I haven't gone in awhile and it was really awkward. New drama had sprouted up and I realized how much I hate being there. If I didn't like tennis as much as I do I wouldn't be going.
Jason and Alex aren't speaking to each other so now I have to think of someone else to bring with me to see Fuerza Bruta if I do get the tickets. This just throws everything out of whack. Now I have to split myself between the two of them. I introduced them because I thought it would solve the problem of me having to choose. Ugh, I shouldn't have expected anything more. Jason is 20 and Alex is only 15. I hope this just blows over. I'm already dealing with enough emotional drama.
Sunday was my birthday and I chose to spend it with Alex. He treated me to sushi for lunch and then we headed to Chelsea in Manhattan. Haha, I've never gone there with him, but I knew he'd love it. After we spent some time there we walked from 8th Avenue to Broadway to check out Forbiddenplanet, an awesome comic book store. It's been some time since my last comic so I decided to take it easy and pick up a variety pack of 10 Trinity comics for $6.
Jason and Alex aren't speaking to each other so now I have to think of someone else to bring with me to see Fuerza Bruta if I do get the tickets. This just throws everything out of whack. Now I have to split myself between the two of them. I introduced them because I thought it would solve the problem of me having to choose. Ugh, I shouldn't have expected anything more. Jason is 20 and Alex is only 15. I hope this just blows over. I'm already dealing with enough emotional drama.
Sunday was my birthday and I chose to spend it with Alex. He treated me to sushi for lunch and then we headed to Chelsea in Manhattan. Haha, I've never gone there with him, but I knew he'd love it. After we spent some time there we walked from 8th Avenue to Broadway to check out Forbiddenplanet, an awesome comic book store. It's been some time since my last comic so I decided to take it easy and pick up a variety pack of 10 Trinity comics for $6.
I'm not a DC fan...just a Wonderwoman fanatic :D. Marvel is usually the way to go for me. Next time? After all that we headed over to my favorite stores in East Village (no, not the sex stores) and cruised.
We stopped at a restaurant for some honeydew (left) and mango (right) bubble tea.
Barnes & Noble on Union Turnpike was our last stop. I was pretty tired by then so we just laid down in the basement in the rainbow section. The hives were there towards the end, but no fracking way was I going to let that disrupt my wave. An amazing day. <3.
Today I was in a really terrible mood. My grandmother is going in for heart surgery on Thursday. I just can't fathom how or why this is happening. She was fine when she took me to Europe with my grandfather this past summer...It seemed like she was in better shape than I was. This will be her second surgery in two months. The first one I didn't even know about until after she was out of the O.R. She was in Australia at the time with my grandfather for the Australian Open. Again, I'm not sure how I should feel. She assures me this operation is minor, but of course apprehension remains. She's in her 60's. Anything can happen. She's having the operation in Miami and I'm trying to see if my mum will let me go down there to see her during my spring break next week. I need to see her. I was on edge for most of the day and I will probably be this way for the rest of the week. I couldn't even stand being around anyone during my free period so I went to the library. I had to be alone.
I won't dare cry about it to anyone.
I can't.
I just have to hold on.
That's all.
Just a little bit longer.
For her.
We stopped at a restaurant for some honeydew (left) and mango (right) bubble tea.
Barnes & Noble on Union Turnpike was our last stop. I was pretty tired by then so we just laid down in the basement in the rainbow section. The hives were there towards the end, but no fracking way was I going to let that disrupt my wave. An amazing day. <3.
Today I was in a really terrible mood. My grandmother is going in for heart surgery on Thursday. I just can't fathom how or why this is happening. She was fine when she took me to Europe with my grandfather this past summer...It seemed like she was in better shape than I was. This will be her second surgery in two months. The first one I didn't even know about until after she was out of the O.R. She was in Australia at the time with my grandfather for the Australian Open. Again, I'm not sure how I should feel. She assures me this operation is minor, but of course apprehension remains. She's in her 60's. Anything can happen. She's having the operation in Miami and I'm trying to see if my mum will let me go down there to see her during my spring break next week. I need to see her. I was on edge for most of the day and I will probably be this way for the rest of the week. I couldn't even stand being around anyone during my free period so I went to the library. I had to be alone.
I won't dare cry about it to anyone.
I can't.
I just have to hold on.
That's all.
Just a little bit longer.
For her.
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